so this moring i woke up at 6:30 and made johnny a huge breakfast. eggs, bisqets gravy sausage and bacon!!. the best part of it was while johnny was eating it he smiled at me and said ''mmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mama mmmmmmmmm'' it melted my heart!! i live for those moments. then after i cleaned him up and put him down to go play i swear he looked and me and said wav u mama.<3 when i start getting down about not having many friends to go out with or a job.. its like johnny knows it and reminds me that he he wants me here. thats all for know.
ok so know its wednesday after noon........ i have cleaned the bathroom!!!! i will clean the rest tomorrow. so a little while ago johnny was eating his lunch and all the sudden he burst out laughing i look ove and he was sticking food down his diper.... gggggggeezzzzzz but it made me laugh..

so i have been thinking!!what is being a mom to you?? what i mean when you were growing up did you want to be like your mom or did you want to be better??
its somthing that i have been thinking about latly thats y i decided to creat this blog.
ok i first let me tell you about me. i am 27 and have a beatiful little boy named johnny. he is my
world. i am a stay at home mom and i love it. i am married and my husband rocks.... i love him so much. we have been together for almost 4 years and have been married for 2 years. i can say that my husband is my best friend.... ok so...............


what does it mean to be a mommy????

is it the little moments that when you are laying your child down into bed and after u lay them down you just stand there and relize that they arent such a baby anymore.
is it when you are giving them a bottle and they put there hand in yours and relize its so little.
it when they are in the middle of your kitchen and beating on your pots and pans and laughing.

i will write more later